068 just my thoughts

maybe i’m the one who is fucked in the mind

or maybe i’m not but everyone else around me.

i wonder why i have to take meds while my mind is still clear

while i’m still aware of what i want to do and what i’m doing.

maybe you need some meds too if you dont get what i mean.

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my mind and my body is trapped in this room

my thoughts are not.

my heart was trapped in your hand,

and you broke it.

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i am the luckiest person in this world.

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Lucky
To have
People in my life with the power to break my heart
In love

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i am still gonna do what i wanna do and nothing can stop me.

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it’s sad that now i have lost everything i had

the person i love, money, trust, hope and dreams. i have nothing else to lose.

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maybe you just always know that i will love you no matter what you do to me.

maybe that’s why you never really leave.

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i still miss and love you a lot no matter what.

looking back to the day when you waited for my train to leave the station. i can still remember you, standing there, not looking at my window just so i would not see you cry. but how could i not remember hearing your voice shaking on the phone.

and how happy i was everytime i see you when i go back. and how peaceful i feel sleeping in your arms or when i hold you tight in the middle of the night.

how can i forget it all when i still love you so much. when every of my cell is aching for you.